Fly high .

2012-02-13T21:10:00.005+08:00

Today, it's Feb 13 . (: Daddy's birthday : Me , baby , sister and daddy went to Aston's for dinner! I used my FIRST pay, and baby's to treat daddy this dinner!

But before all these , what was I doing?

ROTTING AT HOME , watching dramas. Heh, what a life I have yeah? (: But hey, this is cuz I haven't start Poly , after I start , my life will not be like this anymore! New life, new friends, new environment and new experiences.

Mind my retarded face up there ~

I bought this shirt at Forever 21 (: Together with another black top, total cost of $50 (: Quite cheap. Hehe.

Goodnight ! ~~~ Tomorrow is Valentines Day, what are you all gonna do? Heading out with your loved ones? Enjoy aye !

xoxo.

2012-02-11T22:37:00.007+08:00

Tadah ~I finally bought what I wanted to buy!

Yesterday I bought my shorts that's loved by me and baby (he chose it for me) at Miss Selfridge at Wisma and today, we went back to the same shop to buy my top that I didn't buy yesterday! So loved ♥♥♥♥♥

Before that, I went to Bugis to meet Wenshi, and I bought one top that's nice too (:

Baby practically spent the whole day with me today, and we went to Orchard. He helped me carry my stuffs and all. Oh oh! We ate Swensens for dinner and I was being retarded about our bill that ain't coming.

After that, we went all the way back to Tampines Mall to collect my pay at my previous job! Not a lot of money cuz i quitted already, but it was $127.

That's the top I bought at bugis, and the pants I bought at Wisma! Hohoho.

And babyboy, this is for youuuu ~ Remember how we'll always quarrel over small matters? Well, I know it's impossible to have a relationship without any quarrels, but this is what I wanna say: I will quarrel with you, but I'll never ask to leave you.

Remember this ! Forever and ever alright , never ever forget . I'll never leave you (:

Lot's of ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

xoxo.

2012-02-05T22:52:00.002+08:00

Just got home (:

Last night, I didn't really get much sleep, but still managed to sleep luh. Today morning I went over to baby's house and spent the day with him. Then he sent me home! :D

Blah, I feel like working again, but yet no, I don't want to . Argh, this is so annoying.

this is just what I feel. just like today, don't you get it? the feeling you get when your loved one is right beside you when you wake up and that you're in his arms.

xoxo.

2012-02-04T22:08:00.003+08:00

I've no idea why, but I'm getting headaches recently and I'm sick of it.

Menses cramps :@ Worse thing ever in my life.

I seriously hate it, you know the feeling ?! It's like someone stabbing you with a knife inside you and yet you can't do anything, just letting the stabbing continue!

But hey, I still got the heart to paint my cute little nails!

See ?!

Oh well, I'm kinda tired alr, so i shall stop here.

Gonna sleep early tonight and meet my babyboy tmr! ~

Goodnight readers (:

xoxo.

2012-02-03T20:24:00.004+08:00

This above image was whathappened to me today morning, but I was all fine by the afternoon.

I just don't get how people are judging each other through photos. People like to take photos are obviously their business, so why bother commenting on the photo about the person saying its photoshopped, got hell lots of makeup on, or fake? Girls, don't tell me if you insecure about your looks you don't put makeup. It's a natural habit, just face it, and let them be. Stop judging.

Why is this society so ugly and judgmental? Disgusting much.

Enough of all these blabbering and complaining.

I found a meaningful quote on tumblr this morning, take a look!

Teehee, isn't it amazing?

This is the one I love the most, it just explains it all.

When boys send sweet messages.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

visit my tumblr if you guys wanna (: http://stay--.tumblr.com

xoxo.

2012-02-03T10:42:00.011+08:00

Okay, I'm back . After all the stress , after everything . I'm quite happy with my o level results. At least I proved to the people who thought I can't study and I can't get good results WRONG . I DO STUDY AND I CAN.
Alright , anyways ..I've had awesome times with my babyboy, babygirls, and fr
iends. Even though there are quarrels but we all managed to solve them and I'm glad, they never leave me like how others say they won't but still does. How I hope I'll have them by my side forever.

And this boy below,

Hehe, never ever leav

e me alright ?

I love you loads <3

We've been through out ups and downs,

and I know we'll go through more.

But I hope we'll able to go through all of them

and never leave one another aye ? ~

And now, I've got 3 more months till school start. New environment, new friends, new things, and new life. I hope I won't lose contact with my friends, but hey, let's just say if we do, then I'm sorry, it may just mean we're not real friends afterall (:

I don't need a lot of friends. All I need are REAL and TRUE friends.

xoxo.

2011-09-05T11:06:00.000+08:00

I'm really breaking down .. I know I should not be so paranoid, but i just can't help it .

What if , one day you don't love me anymore?

What if, one day you found someone better?

What if, one day you fell for someone else?

What if, what if, what if?

There are so many what if's and i am going down the drain ..

2011-07-16T23:04:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I really wonder .. How am i gonna go through these all by myself ?

No one is there to help .

That's what i think .

2011-07-13T21:27:00.000+08:00

What's wrong with me? So moody.

Suddenly, i thought of all the negative things. real bad, and i really don't feel good.

I don't know what's wrong with me, but yeah, I'm really sick of life.

2011-07-10T21:34:00.001+08:00

Ups and downs throughout these 2 months .

O levels are coming . Fml ):

School so stress .

Fuck it.

And i was damn surprised when you left a tag (: I love you .

2011-06-24T23:04:00.000+08:00

Do you know how i feel?

No, you don't .

No one does.

Maybe I should disappear.

2011-06-11T18:31:00.001+08:00

Gah , I miss you . A lot a lot a lot .

2011-05-28T23:38:00.001+08:00

2011-05-21T21:33:00.002+08:00

♥ Remember that, I'll always be there for you ♥

♥ Hi , I love you my dear. ♥

♥ I would change , for my love. ♥

♥ If you didn't mean to get him or her , you never will. Remember that. ♥

♥ If sorry would solve all sorts of problems, why are policemen needed? ♥

2011-04-27T11:43:00.001+08:00

2011-03-25T20:52:00.001+08:00

Argh , got my report book back :\

2011-03-21T19:49:00.002+08:00

Today was supposed to be a great day , but it turned out .. :\

Nicole babe , Cheer up please .. i really hate seeing you like that .. seriously i hate it .

think of what i told you ..

and do not do silly things .

I thought you would come cuz you said 4 plus 5 .. but in the end, no you didn't come .. we just waited there .. and waited . and waited .

I asked where were you , you said parklane . so i thought to myself , you won't be coming anymroe , but you said , 4 plus 5 will reach , so i trusted you and believed . Didn't eat lunch , didn't drink anything , just waited with nicole , for you to come .. if i knew you weren't coming , i would have ate .. but its alright ... at least you said sorry to me once.

You say you wanna send me home tomorrow , but honestly , i don't think it'll happen , cuz you end late, and you gotta travel .. so i said see how .

It's alright , i understand ..

Today, I'm starting to lose confidence.. i mean the girls at city college are way better than me , and im really afraid that you'll fall for any one of them , really afraid . i'm so clumsy, stupid, don't know how to take care of myself, always making you worry . I'm really afraid :\

I don't know how long i'm going to keep my confidence, i really don't . I'm beginning to get worried and afraid. :\

2011-03-17T23:55:00.003+08:00

Things aren't going the way they should be, i guess. the feelings inside me just sucks . it practically is taking my life away..

i've got crazy thoughts going on , wanting to smoke , wanting to drink . but i know i can't . somehow, i wanna , but no , i tell myself not to . or someone would get angry , and wouldn't want me anymore.

it's very difficult to stop being like this, but i'm trying to be better. i am . i really am , so please, stop all your complains and your blames. I am not smart nor a genius, i'm stupid i know, but i just needed you two to praise me for a bit, but instead, i got scolded.

baby. sorry , i shouldn't have disturbed you :x

you are with your friends and yet you have to worry about me , sorry ttm.

2011-03-16T10:27:00.002+08:00

Touch the sky babe.

Unlock it.

2011-03-14T11:34:00.002+08:00

I wished we would last forever and ever ♥
It's all up there, hanging and never gonna drop or break.

It's all there, the letters L O V E . It's what i feel for you baby ♥

Nice pics right ~~

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2011-03-11T22:16:00.002+08:00

Oh ~ I love you baby. I'll never let you go ~

2011-03-10T21:09:00.001+08:00

My mom is back, everything is back to normal.

Girl, it's time for you to wake up . Like seriously .

Oh, baby, i never know what's happening inside you. You never want to tell me what's wrong with you. You never wanna share.

I'm thinking, maybe i should stop telling you my things to be fair. This ain't what i want, i may be a big mouth to talk about others, but yours, I never will. But, you don't seem to trust me.. It's okay, I understand.

How great.

2011-03-01T18:17:00.002+08:00

Oh wow, my mom is coming back . Woohoo. Cheers.

Okay, that was sarcastic , but yeah :\ whatever.

Nao nao nao , these few days, lots of things happened.
Babe, you all really need to decide who to listen to. Don't get fooled by people alright, never put 100% trust in anyone. Except for your loved ones (: ♥ ♥

"I'm alright about the way you treat me, because i don't care, but here babe, i tell you, I hope you'll be alright about how I treat you. I hope you don't regret :D " by JUNTHEAWESOME

Yes, guess what, there's people irritating me. With their fucked up attitudes (:
Don't worry, karma will knock on your door soon :D

Baby got a iphone 4 ♥
I'm sure he feels happy nao (:
But too bad it broke . nevermind nevermind . it will fix. just change it .
I know you're kind enough to lend me yours to play with (:
hehehe xD

The last few weeks and days I've spent with babypig ♥ was awesome yo.
AWESOME!

Don't ever ever mess with this clique, this group or whatever. It's not going to bring you anywhere further or any higher. Don't think that we're all fools. Change your attitude and watch what you say . Tyvm.

2011-02-23T22:11:00.000+08:00

2 more days till today is over eh.
23 ♥
there's always a reason why i love 23♥

Oh well, last paper for CMT test tomorrow !
Add.maths, i'm gonna ace you . (i hope)

Tata .
that's all for today ♥♥

byeeee♥♥

2011-02-20T13:23:00.001+08:00

Lots have been happening lately eh . ~

2011-02-15T18:12:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was amazing ♥♥
I love it !

I swear it's the best valentines day ever.
Thankyou baby ♥♥♥
I love the red roses you gave me :D

Hope you love the shirt i bought for you too !
Muacks~~~~ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2011-02-05T01:19:00.001+08:00

Can't sleep :/

2011-02-03T20:56:00.000+08:00

Lesson learnt . 不要期待也不要再等待

2011-02-01T22:29:00.001+08:00

Hello peeps ! Chinese New Year is coming !! :D

Yeah . That's it .

I really hate waiting.. really really do . :D

2011-01-29T21:54:00.002+08:00

Aye~ Hello everybody (:
I love today ! <3>Babypig went to get his jeans today in town with Don . Hehehe , he say he wear very nice lei ! xD Never wear in front of me D:

I went shopping with my mummy today, bought a lot of clothes for CNY! :D I'm really looking forward to CNY this year, but not for the parties :\

BABYPIG! YOU BETTER WEAR THE PINK COLOUR SHIRT WE BOUGHT THAT DAY AT MARINA SQUARE OKAYYY!!! IT'S GONNA LOOK SO NICE LA! The pink shirt is damn nice lor . I jealous :\ I want one toooo!

P.S I love you (:

<3 Miss you lots too !

2011-01-26T22:12:00.001+08:00

No mood. Fucking no mood i swear.

2011-01-24T23:17:00.002+08:00

I'm really happy nao (:
Baby, I'm glad you realized that running away from your daddy isn't going to help much :/ I didn't dare to tell you cuz I knew you wouldn't listen. But it's great that after talking to Melvin, you realized what you should do(: I'm really happy and glad and proud of you, as you're able to learn from your mistakes. Everyone makes mistakes in life including me . And you know what they are (: hehehe. Glad that you cheered up. I love you <3

Tomorrow I'll be seeing you yeah ? ~

2011-01-23T00:04:00.001+08:00

It's the 23rd today.
Happy 3rd month baby (:
It's supposed to be a happy day aye ~ but ...
argh .
nvm .

2011-01-22T20:53:00.001+08:00

Okayy . :\
I'm gonna have to tell myself not to worry about you!
BUT.
It's failing real bad. :\
I'm fucking worried.

Hope you're safe..

2011-01-21T23:08:00.002+08:00

Argh .
Okay .
Today, school was normal . Nothing much happened .
Afterschool .
FUN TTM. :D

What's wrong with your father. -.-
Pfft.
Angry max.

2011-01-20T21:46:00.003+08:00

Baby, it's your family again right? Cheer up okay? If they are going to bother and annoy you every single day, seriously don't give a damn about them. It's of no use. No point ruining your mood abd break your smile for them . Not worth it .
Stay happy and cheerful always. That's what me, your brothers and your friends wanna see (:
I love you ! Sleep early and tomorrow will be a better day for you !
Love <3

2011-01-20T20:07:00.002+08:00

Went to school today :\
Was sleepy and sick in the morning, but got much better in the afternoon!

Some people just gotta learn how to stop bitching around. Seriously -.-
No life man. What's it that's inside your brain? Pfft. Fuck off. _|_

I'm so glad baby cheered up. It's been a long time since I've ever talked to you on the phone for such a long time.. I missed those times (: It was baby's first day in school starting normal lessons. So relax eh ! He said they used computers to teach .. Damn, made me miss SSIS a lot.. The times where we can use our phones freely, hair let down, slack all the while, and typed out essays instead of writing them by your own hands -.- Seriously, how i hoped Singapore's system would change for goodness sake. Hmm <3>

My post from yesterday made baby 感動 (: Hehehe , as long as you're happy, I'm happy !

Cheers ! Tomorrow would be a better day ! :D

2011-01-19T23:00:00.003+08:00
This post is for my baby(:
Baby, cheer up okay? I don't know if you know about this blog yet or not, but I'm here to tell you that no matter what, you can share your thoughts and feelings with me. I'll always be your listening ear and hear you spit and spout all your unhappiness. I'd swear that speaking out would be better, but I don't know if you'll do that. Because if I were you, I would. Cuz I know it'll make me feel better and a little bit more relaxed.
I don't know what he's thinking but, you're definitely too young to do what he expects and you don't have time to do all those for him. You have much better things to do nao. My advice is that you talk to him properly and nicely another day so it'll probably change his mind. Or maybe I can do the job and talk to him for you. Maybe he'll reconsider of what he said then.
Just remember that you still have you brothers, you still have me. No matter what happens, I'm sure that all of us would always be by your side to help you solve your problems. I'm sure none of them would leave you just like that because they know it'll hurt. I wouldn't leave you either, I'll just stay by your side. And he'll you when you need me. And when you don't , I'll still be there for you.
I'll also take care of myself cuz I gotta take care of you too(:
But most importantly, you gotta cheer up first because I miss the smile on your face. Te cute face expression you always give me when you act innocent. I miss your smile. Your laughter.
So please please, promise me that it'll only take you awhile before the smile returns onto your face! Cuz I dont want to see a sad Ivan as my baby. Cuz I want him happy.

2011-01-19T10:54:00.002+08:00
Argh. Down with sickness, so I didn't go to school ):
Gotta catch up a lot when i go back there tomorrow.
I'm actually doing my homework nao and my head is spinninggggg ):
I'll be fine tomorrow . I hope.

There's this boy i'll love for life, and will always be there for him. He knows who he is. Right? No matter if you're down with a bad mood, or as high as a retard. But, just remember that i'll be there for you (: Lots of love. <3>
I love you (: